E N C H A N T E D S H A D O W

Sealed Pages

2009-01-06T01:33:00.003+05:00

Like a book I wait to be opened, to be read,

To be liked for who I am, not what I look like
or what people have said
Will I be kept and loved or tossed back on the shelf?
No worry, because I know now you will always love me yourself
As sure as seasons were made for change,
Our lifetimes were made for years
I'm always here in any way you need,
When you need to talk, cry...
just open me up to read

The most COMFY FERRARI!!

2009-01-03T20:03:00.002+05:00

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Day dreamer

2009-01-02T00:41:00.006+05:00

I am lost
I am drowned
flooded love;
I do not know any more;
if I live, if I eat, if I breathe, if I speak;
I know that I love you
Our ways crossed
Our eyes clung
All started when our glances crossed
You reversed my heart
you did capsized it
A wind of love made me lose the head
Our history was born for not that it stops
Our love grows of day in day
I let you enter and firm my heart to double turn
All become beautiful and marvelous...
And then i realised it was all a dream...

Dedicated to my lil angel Eshu♥

2008-12-16T23:01:00.002+05:00

Still remember the day i had same tear in my eye ..
how much i yearned for today ..
as the calendar flipped the nights n day ..
together we made it through ..
finally i got to hold you ..
as i held u to me, i cud feel a tear rolling down my face ..
made me glow, for how proud i was ..
i had felt your presence all along ..
n now i get to feel your warm lil body on me ..
as i looked into your lil face ..
rosy pink cheeks n closed lil eyes ..
all i cud say was I LOVE YOU, welcoming u to this world ..

My Treasure - For Mom

2008-08-07T00:00:00.002+05:00

Look back on these years To see how far I've come and grown, I take a trip down memory lane, And what I see has shown ... That every step I've taken, You have been there by my side ... From infancy to adulthood, We've stood the test of time. You cradled me and nurtured me, Through all these many years; You held me and did comfort me, Through happiness and tears. You'd pick me up when I would fall, You'd dust me off and then, Encourage me to get back on That horse and ride again. Your constant care and loving, And your warm inviting heart, Has always been a treasure that I knew would n'er depart. If I could be "just half" the person You have been to me ... Then you have taught me well dear mom, For in my heart I see ... A woman whose most gentle soul, Embraces me each day ... A woman whom I dearly love, Much more than words can say.

by Kit McCallum

Life is for living & loving!!!

2008-08-06T23:31:00.003+05:00

Life is for living, loving and having fun.

Don’t be stupid & waste it on someone, who loves you today but will say they hate you tomorrow.

Never waste it on someone who doesn’t want their friends to know they’re in love with you.

Walk away if they treat you badly and don’t mind making you cry.

Don’t give that person the rest of your tears, a month or a year of your life.

Every person deserves someone who truly loves them , and doesnt care who knows.

Babe don’t fool yourself.

You deserve so much better then just making do.

In life.....

2008-03-02T17:42:00.004+05:00

Thought i wud share this with u guys... coz i found this very true...

Never meant goodbye

2007-06-29T13:33:00.000+05:00

Time..
Its time to say goodbye
for there is no future for us
we parted and now we have our
own lives

Missing you is something
i'll never be able to stop
but our lives continue
with new meanings..

Today we stand so far apart
of not being aware of each other
but inside my heart you are always near
though i stand here with my life ahead
i keep loving you with all my heart

Meditating for Life

2007-06-03T11:01:00.001+05:00

Too much stress, stress reduction, chill out, let it go, detach – familiar phrases to all of us. Our world is fast, fun and exciting. It is also challenging, trying, demanding and frightening. These two sides of our lives produce stress, emotional reactions, anxiety, worry and anticipation. Our bodies and minds can tolerate only so much of any of these. After a while, each of us reaches a saturation point and the results become uncomfortable at best; for some it may be unbearable, even unendurable.
No magic pill is available to eliminate these feelings. The reality is, as the wise old man said, the answer is inside all of us. To manage these universal concerns we must go inside ourselves. Among the steps we can take is the learning and practicing of meditation.

The hour glass

2007-05-24T06:46:00.000+05:00

Consider this small dust,

here in the glass,

By atoms moved:

Could you believe that this the body was

Of one that loved;

And in his mistress' flame playing like a fly,

Was turned to cinders by her eye:

Yes; and in death,

as life unblessed,

To have it expressed,

Even ashes of lovers find no rest

Best Friends

2007-05-21T01:04:00.000+05:00

All these years
we shared our tears
we smiled at our fears

We stood by each other
confident in ourselves
with the belief that
we'd be best friends forever

The pledges we made
the trust we built
vanished with a simple lie

Now that we aren't friends
though i see you everyday
my heart keeps wishing
that we'll be best friends forever

Dedicated to F.....

Un Ser Incompleto...

2007-05-16T21:15:00.000+05:00

...There was a time
when all that mattered
was that we were together…
-Mitch R.-

End of eternity

2007-05-16T20:57:00.000+05:00

Sitting alone in this midnight train

Traveling in my daily nightmares

Looking out the bleeding window

Haunting memories pasted in layers

All these years spent loving only you

Can't believe you walked out the door

Visions of you with her, burnt in my mind

Turning away, me crumpled on the floor

Being pushed from this cloud of love

When I close my eyes,hit the ground

Though I keep falling faster than time

Still crash to memories without sound

Would have given up my life for you

You vowed that you would never leave

Yet here I am so cold and alone

Your words of love I always believed

No faith in God no trust in Love

Still breathing as life has just begun

Unleash sadness from my black heart

Or am I past the point of no return

Please come back to me my love

Can't live on memories of yesterdays

Needing your love back in my heart

Praying you'll come back to stay

Tired of drowning in my own tears

Pictures of your face fading away

Hope to come out of this midnight train

With your hands in mine someday

Waiting for you with open arms

How could I ever leave you

Always needed you here with me

To our love I'll always be true

Performed by Cynthia Graver

OMG

2007-05-14T20:40:00.000+05:00

sowwiiiiii guyssssss!!! These days i need to catch a breath for myslef.... 'neways i'll catch up with sum kewl posts soooooooooon... misss u guys

"sniff" "sniff"

im missing u guys already

Look within

2007-05-12T21:33:00.000+05:00

People spend a lifetime

searching for happiness: looking for peace

They chase idle dreams, addictions,

religions, even other people,

hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them

The irony is that

the only place they ever needed to search was

within themselves

By: Ramona L. Anderson

Walk alone

2007-05-11T15:05:00.000+05:00

I walk alone
i looked back and all i saw was darkness
i wanted to be your shadow
the ghost by your side

but time led us no where
i wouldnt blame you
for we were never meant to be together

I would never cry over the past
for i have the courage to face my present
im happy with who i am
happy to have myself back

Im glad that im me
with all what i have
and dont have
now it makes me complete

Aren't they Cute???

2007-05-08T11:32:00.000+05:00

"One lil, 2 lil, 3 lilttle fingers..."

" Wow!! soo shweeeet"

"Arent nyone gonna help me whipe this??"

" Neheee... i wont let u c it"

"Ooops i did it again!"

"Em soooo thirsty"

"Please, somebody help me escape!"

Memories of yesterday

2007-05-07T17:53:00.000+05:00

I close my eyes to hide the tears

but it keeps leaking through my eyes
i dont want you to know
that it still hurts bad..

I always heard that
memories of yeaterday
might haunt you forever
But i never thought
it would be this bad..

Yesterday is past
but why cant i let go of it
why i am suffering of this pain
with the love ive lost forever
why i hurt so badly..

You said it was a matter of a second
that ill be able to forget you
and live my life happily
as a fairy tale..

But now
my life is like an open book
the pages are read day by day
knowing that an end will come
some day soon...

Forgive me

2007-05-07T13:14:00.000+05:00

Sometimes its too late to ask for forgiveness. But i cant hold on to this guilt anymore.. Its eating me up all day long.. How i wish i could turn back time and bring those days back but i know the time has passed and could never bring it back.. But today i am in depth for your forgiveness.. Hope you could hear my screams in my heart for your forgiveness.. Just three little words... But it means a lot to me!! "Please Forgive me.. "

I promise you

2007-05-07T09:37:00.000+05:00

Went the visions around you

bring tear to your eyes

and all that around you

are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength

i'll give you hope

keeping your faith

when its gone the one you should call

were standing here all along

I will take you in my arms

and hold you right where you belong

till the day my life is through

this i promise you

this i promise u

l've love u forever

in lifetimes before

and i promise u

never will u hurt anymore

I give u my word

i give u my heart

this is the battle we've won

and with this now forever has begun

Just close ur eyes

each loving day

and know this feeling won't go away

Till the day my life is through

this i promise u

over and over

i fall when i hear u call

Without u in my life baby

i just wouldn't be living at all

every word i say is true

this i promise u

i promise u...

Butterfly kisses

2007-05-04T17:18:00.000+05:00

There's one thing I know

That I hold close to me

My dreams are drifting

Off and onto the sea

I stand at the shore

The cool wind in my hair

And I remember one spring

You were here then

I felt your butterfly kisses

Shining over me

My butterfly kisses mean so much to me

I promise that I

Shall never let go

My butterfly kisses

I love you so

The waves crash on the rocks

The white twirling waves

You hold me so close

So I never stray

So close to the edge

And I hold on tight

Knowing you're my anchor

My anchor

On this cold spring night

I felt your butterfly kisses

Shining over me

My butterfly kisses mean so much to me

I promise that I

Shall never let go

My butterfly kisses

I love you so

Oh my butterfly kisses

On the cold stormy nights

Oh my butterfly kisses

Feel like home

You're butterfly kisses

Warm me to the core

And our butterfly kisses will last

On and on

No matter if the world may stop

No matter if I'm in L.A or

Somewhere you can't reach me

Remember, my darling

I will always love your

Butterfly kisses

Past memories

2007-05-04T16:35:00.000+05:00

Today I miss your arms

today I miss your warm hug when I'm feeling down

after work seeing your face it makes me smile

But tonight I feel even more sad to think about our pasted

and sadness memories and all the fights we had

I never wanted this to happen neither do you

but the love that we used to share is not the same anymore

Deep down inside me I am confused

and angry but things would never be the same

We'd better letting each other go for now

Its Impossible

2007-05-04T16:32:00.000+05:00

In love

2007-05-04T08:13:00.000+05:00

Hurting

2007-05-03T02:30:00.000+05:00

It's easier for you to walk away

than it is for you to reach out to me

It's easier for you to look away

than it is for you to see the depth of my despair

It's easier for you to look through me

than it is for you to see "me"

It's easier for you to distance yourself

than it is for you to really care

It's easier for you to hear

than it is for you to listen

It's easier for you to judge

than it is for you to understand

It's easier for you to label

than it is to get acquainted

It's easier for you to bask in your joy

than it is for you to feel my pain

It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries

than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul
It's easier for me to look away

than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes

It's easier for me to cry

than it is for me to talk

It's easier for me to walk alone

than it is to risk rejection

It's easier for me to push you away

than it is for me to be held

It's easier for me to distance myself

than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me

It's easier for me to die

than it is for me to face life's challenges
It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting

It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand

It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most
If only you'd really look at me and see who I am

If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away

If only you'd hold me

without asking why

If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings
But it's the easy roads that are most often taken

And so I hurt alone

A friend

2007-05-03T00:37:00.000+05:00

If i could catch a rainbow

I would do it just for you

And share with you its beauty

On the days you're feeling blue

If i could build a mountain

You could call your very own;

A place to find serenity,

A place to be alone

If i could take your troubles

I would toss them in the sea

But all these things i'm finding

Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain

Or catch a rainbow fair,

but let me be what i know best

a friend who's always there

You

2007-05-03T00:24:00.000+05:00

Though i never tell you enough
You are always there for me

even when time get trough..

You are my sun

my moon and my morning star
shining down on me
to bring comfort from afar..

When my day is gloomy

and i seek inner peace

I remember your Smile
and all my troubles cease..

You are the Love of my life

my heart and my soul..

My beloved Husband

to have and to hold..

I could search the world over

with all my might..

But find none that compare to you

my one true Light..

I love you with all my heart darling

you mean the whole world to me
And i will never ever let you go..

No doubt

2007-05-03T00:12:00.000+05:00

Late at night as I lay there dreaming

Your image comes so clearly to my mind

The beauty I see in you

I know God only made one of your kind

So sweet are the thoughts I have of you

You are cuter than any other man I know

Nothing can ever keep us from each other

Even apart our love will florish and grow

Some day we will be together and forever

In my arms is where you will always be

With all of this beautiful love we have

That day we will be together you'll see

Tonight I will go back to my dreaming

Your beauty I will again dream about

You have this heart forever to love

I love you always there is no doubt

Reason

2007-05-02T23:09:00.000+05:00

For whatever the reason

We come to part

Remember the season

That opened our hearts
With sadden eyes

The weakness will show

For we will cry

As time will grow
Our hearts grow weak

The feelings subside

We'll reach our peak

And go side by side
We walk in the snow

For whatever reason

The stars will glow

It is the season

Whisper

2007-05-01T16:28:00.000+05:00

I think I should go now

I must leave before my red eyes match the sunrise

No more coffee will put off today

I've stood too long

In the shadow of a doubt I need some sun

It seems that time returns to me once more

But I have less now than before
And when I feel my world falling down

I think of you

And when I feel I can breath no more

you speak to me

When the brightest star

Smiled as it squared shoulders with the night

You lit the glowing embers of my own light

Do you know

Your words could drag the moon down from the sky

Seduce my frozen heart with your war cry

You really made me listen for my voice

And I heard millions

And when I feel my world falling down

I think of you

And when I feel I can breath no more

you speak to me

When you fell
I saw your visionary thoughts befriend your blood

Crimson lovers drowning in the same flood

I miss the beauty of your young black skin

I thought that freedom

Can only be defined as endless choice

And I only listened to the logic of the loudest voice

But this world

Will be shaken by a whisper
But this world

Will be shaken by a whisper

I Feared

2007-04-28T13:22:00.000+05:00

I feared being alone...

until I learned to like myself
I feared failure...

until I realized that I only fail when I don't try
I feared success...

until I realized that I had totry in order to be happy with myself
I feared peoples opinions...

until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway
I feared rejection...

until I learned to havefaith in myself
I feared pain...

until I learned thatit's necessary for growth
I feared the truth...

until I saw the ugliness in lies
I feared life...

until I experienced its beauty
I feared death...

until I realized that it's not an endbut a beginning
I feared my destiny...

until I realized that I had the power to change my life
I feared hate...

until I realized it was nothing morethan ignorance
I feared love...

until it touched my heart making the darkness fade intoendless sunny days
I feared ridicule...

until I learned to laugh at myself
I feared growing old...

until I realized that I gained Wisdom everyday
I feared the future...

until I realized that life just kept getting better everyday

My Angel

2007-04-28T13:14:00.000+05:00

Through the good and bad,

we've done it all

Laughter or tears,

we've been through it all
But no matter what,

we stood by each other

Lending a shoulder to cry on,

or just having fun together
The fun times and laughter,

that we have shared are happy memories,

that will always be there.
you my friend are a true friend

I wouldn't even ask for,

a better friend if I had the chance,

you are my angel so never change

How did you know

2007-04-28T13:10:00.000+05:00

I remembered so well

The day that you came into my life

You asked for my name

You have the most beautiful smile
My life started to change

I wake up each day feeling all right

With you, right by my side

Makes me feel things will work out just fine
How did you know?

I needed someone like you in my life

That there's as empty space in my heart

You came at the right time in life
I never forget

How you brought the sun to shine in my life

And took all the worries and fears that I have
I guess what I'm really trying to say

It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way

NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS

HOW MUCH
I LOVE YOU

I Wish

2007-04-28T02:25:00.000+05:00

I didn't get a chance to say goodbye

To you, to tell you that I loved you

to sayWhat now must be one long

unbroken cry of pain

now that at last you've gone away

I cannot tell you what a joy it was

To be the one to tend you in your need

The burden was a gift

for giving does

Not burden one who loves

though loving bleed

I wish I could have been with you when you

Perhaps aware, perhaps not, turned towards death

Alone, with no one there to wonder to

To share your fear, your hand,

your one last breath

I wish, I wish, I wish . . .

but it is done

And now I must surrender what is gone

112 ways to say I LOVE YOU

2007-04-21T20:43:00.000+05:00

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik h???ld fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
YWelsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
iddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

2007-04-19T16:53:00.000+05:00

Will you

2007-04-18T13:10:00.000+05:00

They say everything grows with time
but with time we parted

Will it hurt you to think

of all the times we've shared

or will they just slip your mind

like they were never there

Will you remember all the laughs

or will you forget those

and put them in your past

Will you pretend like we never happened

and let us go along the years

Will you try to hold on to everything we've got

or say goodbye to old times

and go on with everything your not

With nothing left

2007-04-18T12:41:00.001+05:00

Her eyes begin to close
as the tears roll down her cheek
as she closes her eyes
the memories of him comes alive

She don't want to let go
but why should she hold on
she have no pride left
all her self esteem is gone

She tried to give him the world
and all she wanted to be was his wife
But guess he wanted more from her
So he took her life

Broken heart

2007-04-18T10:26:00.000+05:00

I can’t take this anymore

Its tearing me up inside

Cause you wouldn’t tell me why

So you remained a constant thought throughout my days

I hate that you are doing this

I saw you do it before

I won’t let this happen to us

You can’t push me away

You have already torn my heart in two

The damage is done

Does this even hurt you

Or will this go right through

The loneliness I fear

Is starting to draw near

Can’t be sure how I will deal

Or how this loneliness will feel

All my hopes and dreams

Have been washed away

Into a rapid flowing red stream

Created by the bleeding of my broken heart

You said yourself we could last forever

And now you can’t even see us together

I do not blame you nor am I mad

For it was I who gave his heart with no shield

I talked about our future

Only because that’s where we were headed

We talked about our past

And realized why others didn’t last

I couldn’t tell you what the future would hold

You claimed to be afraid of the unknown

But I wasn’t given the chance to ease your fears

Which is why I have begun to shed these tears

I only want you to be happy

If you can’t be happy with me then I will have to respect that

I was afraid of my heart being broken and now it has come true

I just never thought the breaking of my heart would come from you

A simple dream

2007-04-18T00:13:00.000+05:00

Lifes too short for betrayal
but why did this happen
why you brought so much happiness
and left all of a sudden

why hatred filled my heart
why i cried so hard
why sorrows came my way

when i had nothing to look forward for
why i kept wishing tat still
once again you'll turn up
and hold me tight
and say we are meant to be forever

but all this time
It was all a dream
a dream which i dreamt while awake

Heartbreaking

2007-04-12T15:34:00.000+05:00

He broke my heart
Every piece, shattered
All I wanted was his love
Real, as he promised
True, as mine for him
But he walked away
Right in the middle of paradise
Every beat of my heart
Aches for his love
Keeping the flame aglow
I will wait by the light
Never losing the hope
God will send him back to me

2007-04-12T15:06:00.000+05:00

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2007-04-12T01:15:00.000+05:00

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